i posted this on subeta, and i felt like putting it here, too.



i honestly don't think a guy could ever like me, for me. the shit i do and my faults are so many and some are so bad, i don't think a guy could put up with them just to have me. especially when there are plenty of other girls who go through way less than me, complain less, are less negative, and are nicer and care more and look better (or just not horrible). ones that aren't a complete fucking bomb and have been that way since they were ten.

maybe for a friend, but not a boyfriend. and definitely not a fiance or husband.
and i'm afraid i can't change what's wrong with me.