the ties've been cut for a little now,
and they're healing alright.
i'm still something i hate, but
that was never your fault too much.

i've found something else to wish for,
and to be quite honest with you while it's
not something i wish would come true more
than the ones about you it's not too bad of a rival.

i'm looking forward to this summer; amusement parks,
staying up for days on end, and even more self destruction
than the one before.

i guess all my thoughts and worries and insecurities about you
in general were more right than i thought they could be. dead on;
surprising, i've never had a good aim unless the target was something bad.